if you were going to give me a name what would you name me


Angel with the Crown of Thorns by Gian Lorenzo Bernini, 1667-1669

i’m just so sure no one believes me about my mental illness and i’m so sure there are people just waiting to jump on me and call me a fraud and a fake and i feel like it’s my fault for internalizing and privatising so much of my pain

i’m always worried someone will try and come and tell me i’m not borderline because i don’t “act borderline” esp wrt mood swings because i present such a stable front and act so chill all the time. i just have built up a lot of (probably unhealthy) coping skills to hide any internal crisis i have going on & what i can’t hide i just lie about!


you are the hero of your own story, and the villain of another’s ; (etching)

if you were going to give me a name what would you name me

who wants to buy me this cat zip pouch it’s only 1.40

i got tagged in a thinggggg

The rules! Answer the following questions then tag as many people as you want~ 

  • Name: phineas
  • Nickname: finn, gay baby
  • Birthday: october 26th
  • Gender: agender mostly
  • Sexuality: pansexual/grey asexual
  • Height: 5’5”
  • Time zone: eastern standard time
  • What time and date is it there: august 27th 2014 9:08pm
  • Average hours of sleep I get each night: 7-10 i like to aim for 10
  • OTPs: usuk, eliot/parker/hardison
  • The last thing I Googled was: rival rice cooker instructions
  • First word that comes to mind: gross
  • What I last said to a family member: “cultural anthropology”
  • One place that makes me happy and why: my bed because it is soft
  • How many blankets I sleep under: one
  • Favourite beverage(s): any and all juices
  • The last movie I watched in the cinema was: who the fuck even knows i haven’t been to the theatre in so long. im too broke to see movies
  • Three things I can’t live without: cats, the internet, my phone
  • A piece of advice for all my followers: drink lots of water and remember to kiss your cat every day
  • You have to listen to this song: your heart is a muscle the size of your fist
  • My blog(s): glamlet (main), usuk, meowzing, hotstuffer (porn), kittenvamps (reference), weedbusters (#drugs), personal blog i won’t post the url to (you can ask for it if we’re mutuals)
  • TAG: no one i don’t care. do it if you want